messy girl, dirty girl, sad girl sinking into the bath. it’s lukewarm but my tea is hot and i’m high. my skin is so bad i want to cry.
i bought some cute ish today that i’m excited about but i spent money so that sux
trying not to let my thoughts carry me away without being pessimistic. trying to stay open minded without expectations. I can’t punish the next man for the old ones mistakes. I am patient, I am nervous, I am in over my head. he is quiet and he’s cool and I’m hoping he’s nice. no. I am begging. please, please, please, let him be nice. I am scared of rejection, I am scared of loss, and I’m scared I can’t take much more. I am so tired and I’m such a fool.
blo:
Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight
BITCH I REBLOGGED THIS AT 4AM AND SOME FIT GUY FROM MY HOMETOWN SLID INTO MY DMS at 11PM LIKE GIRL HONESTLY iM
Can the miracle be that I actually fall asleep at a reasonable time
I’m starting to feel like that miracle is falling into a deep sleep and actually waking up rested. Bless this post.
A miracle?
I don’t care how big or small I want one
I would like and could use a small miracle
MY MIRACLE WAS FUCKING AMAZING AND YEAH IT WAS TONIGHT INSTEAD OF LAST NIGHT BUT STILL
IT WORKED, PLEASE DO THIS YOU LITERLALLY HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE
It worked…I had a long convo with someone I missed.
I need a miracle
I would love a miracle
I would take a very small miracle. Just a little something nice.
God I will get approved for both my out tht country trips. ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
(via 08-01-1999)
just break my heart already
teacup whiskey and a mandarin, i’ve been trying not to cry. full of sorrow, full of tears, i miss when i hated your phone calls. trying to stay strong, today i feel so weak. patience is not a virtue, it’s a test of endurance. how resilient are you ? how long can you wait for nothing ?
the idea i have of you seeps onto my sheets and i am reaching for our bed. i rest my head on your shoulder and everything was fine.
we never loved each other at the same time
